i am so in love with my boyfriend i am sorry it’s the way he talks in the nighttime when he is nearly asleep
Shouts out to the car that hit me outside of the blessed state show. Helping me fulfill my dream of being in a wheelchair on my birthday. Please please tell your friends not to drive after drinking.
any advice on getting cars to stop hitting people i love
the past twenty-four hours have been as terrifying as they could be for someone who has seen what i’ve seen in diner parking lots but i am learning that not everything happens the same way january did and things are okay now
and a beautiful warm kitten who is a girl from california is sleeping on an air mattress in my living room. i have waited maybe two years to meet her and hug her and it’s so nice to feel that i have a friend in spite of the shape i’m in
if i see this and react to it with deep missing, that’s a problem, right
(sometimes i am most in love with you at denny’s)
i struggle to believe that people are real and alive and okay when they are far away from me. i especially struggle to believe that people are real and alive and okay when they are far away from me in a hospital bed.
rob said ‘i want you to write poetry about cars’
i don’t want anyone to be real and alive and okay as much as i want you to be real and alive and okay
this is wildly different than the asks i typically received and i am very appreciative of it. thank you
my mother sent me this article and this is what i took from it
when my nerves won’t shut up i sometimes watch a now-three-year-old video of my dead best friend playing and singing an original song in one of my old sweatshirts. the goal is to remember that i was so loved and heard and warm but this always creates the kind of missing that i don’t know how to deal with and here i am on the floor crying again
i know you fuckers like when i’m sad but it would be cool if you didn’t send me things with the intention of making me sadder because eventually it’ll kill me and then my posts will be even worse